i had a near death experience so i think i’ll drop out

Today I choked for the first time. I have never been this scared. It all happened in my friends flat, he was high on ket and I was eating rainbow belts. He laughed at me and I stopped breathing.

I've just submitted a pdf which my entire grade this semester depends upon. After I vaguely recovered from choking I had a realisation. Do I really want to be doing this with my life? Especially when I'm so close to being 22??