– hot phones, pushing technology to the brink of failure, and a computer-based fantasy My phone is on 50% then 4% in under an hour. When I charge it it gets so hot it burns my hands. Inside it…
– A world made of rabbits, and reflecting on my very short only-fans career. A rabbit can be a house. A rabbit can be a table, a rabbit can be a mug. A rabbit can be a book. A…
– attention economy, hard nipples, Grindr racism. When I wake up I reach for my phone. I check instagram a few times. I get a few dopamine hits from how well I am doing. Last week. Before bed. I…
When I was 14 I was very very sure I was a trans man. I’d lay in bed crying, thinking about how much I needed to be a man. For the past year I tried to be masculine, or…
I am in a dry spell I think. But this may be good for my practice. I am trying not to jerk off. So all I can do instead is draw. But what will I draw. The options always…