– hot phones, pushing technology to the brink of failure, and a computer-based fantasy My phone is on 50% then 4% in under an hour. When I charge it it gets so hot it burns my hands. Inside it…
– re-imagining my childhood bowser kidnapping fantasies I am now white. Blonde, and can no longer speak in words. 5’0, I wear my pink princess dress every single day. My crown from whatever equivalent of Temu that exists in…
– Discord e-sex, Christian themed bloodplay and big nipples I’m now out of Vienna. The bus ride to the city was genuinely sinister. 24+ hours if you count how long we had to wait in Lyon. Before the bus…
– teefefe goes worldwide…… part 1, my dream commune Sorry for the lateness of this! I convinced myself that my 19 hour bus was on Saturday but I somehow got the dates mixed up. Instead I was on it…
– rabbit mimicry, seams, mapping desire…. Recently I have finished do robots dream of electric sheep. At some point within the book the main character lays with an android. She had been haunting him. He, who is a contracted…
– A world made of rabbits, and reflecting on my very short only-fans career. A rabbit can be a house. A rabbit can be a table, a rabbit can be a mug. A rabbit can be a book. A…
– sucking on t-shirts, shunga, sex-doll history, becoming a pussy.. Recently I have been pondering the extremes of transition. What if I wanted to be blue, what if I had no limbs. You know this already. My biggest fantasy…
– being an ex shut-in, big art, rabbits on wheels, sex-dolls, and union jack pussies… Do you ever see a picture of yourself that is so so so chopped? One where you question if you’ve ever looked good in…
– attention economy, hard nipples, Grindr racism. When I wake up I reach for my phone. I check instagram a few times. I get a few dopamine hits from how well I am doing. Last week. Before bed. I…
When I was 14 I was very very sure I was a trans man. I’d lay in bed crying, thinking about how much I needed to be a man. For the past year I tried to be masculine, or…