… When I clean my house and everyone else is in bed I think I am a maid. I am on my hands and knees, rubbing off stains with my spit. I hand clean every-single dish. When I was…
I tracked when/where/how I had sex for about 14 days. I was curious what has happening as my only sex-based memories are laying on my side looking at my studio desk thinking about how I should start my day.…
On one of the first laptops that I remember having, one that was so ancient. I’d sit on my floor and play banned from Equestria daily on it. Something about that game got me obsessed. Maybe it was the…
There is a bad habit within me where I grow to hate where I live no matter where it is. Frankfurt, Edinburgh, Glasgow. They all have been subject to my complaining. Edinburgh was simple, I lived in a shit-hole…
I am in a dry spell I think. But this may be good for my practice. I am trying not to jerk off. So all I can do instead is draw. But what will I draw. The options always…
– fantasising about 9/11 and vore My teacher who I’ve developed a para-social relationship with showed us this 9/11 essay. Everyone was turned into dust that was inhaled by the people of New York City. I watched a show…
Today I choked for the first time. I have never been this scared. It all happened in my friends flat, he was high on ket and I was eating rainbow belts. He laughed at me and I stopped breathing.…
– reflecting on my time and fantasies in London This text is long due, you saw me tease it on my instgaram story and such. However, I wanted to have the art to accompany it so here you go:…
Wet on wet paper and my history as a “porn-artist” – I’ve been spitting and rubbing on my paper perhaps my first ever wet-on-wet works from 2022. I have a long history of wetting paper and then drawing onto…
I got a free a-3 scanner – I finally get to scan my ten million a3 drawings yippie!!! Every now and then I get laser focused onto a specific thing. Early last year it was flat-files and this year…